Wednesday morning I was rather sleepy from a late night in the
city attending election gatherings in the city, because of the time difference I left before the final count. Mid-morning, while on a crowded bus returning to my site, I received the news via text from a fellow
volunteer. “I am heartbroken”.
His racial issues
stung, and as a “grassroots ambassador” I am humiliated. As the only American
in my village, I have had to think hard on how to respond to the questions and how
to turn the condolences into a learning moment.
For them and for me.
I have discussed the Electoral College, the balance of
powers, majority/minority in Congress, the “unity” of the parties, the skill
of diplomacy, quite majorities, and the final point is the strength
American’s have to advocate. (Here in Mozambique, recent assassinations have
occurred between the two political parties - my response has been a shrug and to
increase security).
Here at the hospital worries have already started
for the HIV/AIDS and malaria funding, and the ideas of another war. My only
response is that many of these programs are funded and budgeted for a grant
time frame; there could be the risk of decrease the yearly amount, but not
elimination overnight. I tried to explain that many humanitarian projects have
gotten approval from both parties in Congress, so that one buffoon can’t overturn
as much as we think as fast as we fear.
I’m trying to take a proactive approach and deal with my disappointment. I painfully have realized that I live in a bubble, and it has burst. That is my fault. I will remain unshakable on an ethical humanitarian platform. I will remain an advocate. I will not burn the flag. I do not fear change. I will continue to honor the privilege it is to be an American.
Now Geppetto make this puppet dance for us; the world is
watching.
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